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Well I had my wisdom teeth out the other day. It was not what I was expecting. I was sick for the first 2 days not able to hold anything down. My lips & chin are still numb and my face is swollen super big. So the tooth pain wasn’t as bad as all the other things that happen. My nurse Sarah still needs training…haha. I am thankful that I didn’t talk crazy or do crazy things like you hear about. I guess I was so worried about being in control that that overpowered any effects of the drugs. I do remember coming out of the anesthesia trying to raise my arms and I couldn’t because they strap you down. That was a crazy feeling. My eyes were not open but I wanted to move my arms and I couldn’t and I could hear them tell me to stop trying to move my arms.
Now I just want everything that I cannot have like Mountain Dew, crunchy foods, etc.
I don’t understand how its not important to you. Maybe it is & I miss understood. I know most of the things that are important to me don’t matter to you. I’m trying to see them through your eyes but I’m failing. I guess I already know
It’s my dick in a box!
After getting enough alcohol in myself I performed this act. haha. OMG, I cannot believe I actually did that.
(Source: getinthecage)
When is enough enough. Sometimes you try to do your best but sometimes your best just isn’t good enough. I keep trying to do the right thing. Why is letting go so hard? It doesn’t make you a failure so why does it feel like you are failing?
Photos of Barbi Dolls Doing Very Bad Things by Mariel Clayton
I think this Barbie needs a counselor. She looks like my future client
People amaze me. I just get tired of people and their attitudes. Just because I’m gay and make a comment doesn’t mean that it has anything to do with my sexual orientation.
Different name = different personality?
I’ve noticed that people call me different names & sometimes the same person might call me something different each time. I have several names; Angela, Angie, Ang, G, and Grumpy. Everyone always ask what name do you prefer…I don’t know I just prefer my name & all of those are my name. Generally speaking the names Angie & Ang are people that know me better. So does each one of these names have a different personality? Or is it simply just a preference? I dated a guy named Dustin Matthew & I called him Matt. His family called him Dusty & now I think he goes by Dustin. So could it be an age thing? Just some thoughts
Needs to be in control I’m going to need this on Easter. I so cannot wait. Of course I’m not religious so I guess I can have it anytime I want. I just wanted to give it up for Lent so that I can control myself. Assure myself that I have complete control over me. Oh I will be @ Starbucks as soon as they open on Easter asserting my control to by one.
Finally went to Gatlinburg after not having gone since like 1996. It was nice to go back and visit. When we drove into Pigeon Forge you could see the mountains ahead and they were covered in snow. It was beautiful. We didn’t stay in a chalet or cabin because we stayed on the strip in a hotel. Next time I go back I want to stay in a chalet/cabin. I’ve done the tourist stuff so there really isn’t anything on the strip to do that needs to be done over and over. It was nice to finally get away and just do nothing. I rarely have the chance to spend a weekend where I don’t have to much.
